It’s hard to bite your tongue
When the blood is starting to choke you and drown you…
It’s hard to smile when the tears are streaming out of your eyes because you cannot hold it together anymore
It’s hard to admit that my depression is getting bad and I feel like mood swings are changing more then ever.
And my days are all so grey. They
Then dark blue. The white never stays for long.
It’s hard to stay in love when you cannot love anything.
It’s hard to admit that I am my worst enemy.
I wanted to believe that I have over came the sadness. But it just swallows me whole.
It’s just hard. So very hard.